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Sunday, May 20, 2007

when hearts cant afford to be just friends

 

:: *Now or Never* ::

The silence between us is deafening as it can be,
Our emotions tossed to and fro like the waves of the sea.
A longing to be seen, a need to be heard.
But we pass each other without saying a word.

A seed of friendship planted within our hearts,
But how can it blossom if we remain far apart?
I long to trespass the barriers of your mind,
To discover the thoughts you've harboured all this time.

Truly, all it takes is one word from either of us,
To penetrate the fortress of this impregnable curse.
Of being so near yet always so far,
To move one step closer from where we are.

The distance between us smoother our souls,
Weariness of the heart is taking its toll,
The only potent cure from this death-threatening cold,
Is the warmth emmited by friendship's welcoming glow

Like a flickering flame of a candle burning dim,
The future for us looks hopelessly grim
Destined to be strangers for the rest of our lives,
We never said "Hello" and there will be no goodbyes.

Is this the way things were meant to be?
That you would always be "you" and I would always be "me"?
Perhaps we can argue that it is for the best,
that this human element is not put to test.

Knowing full well that we may never cross paths again,
If our friendship ended even before it began,
For it is ultimately up to us to choose,
If this opportunity is one we are willing to lose.

A journey of a thousand miles begin with one step,
Should secrets be revealed or forever kept?
Out of fear of rejection and the risk of loss,
Are we not willing to bear the cost?

Watch the sands of time trickle in the hourglass,
Very soon the present will become the past,
Each and every moment passed us by very fast,
"How long will we ever wait"?

glimmer

the star

***be the star I need you to be...
be the hand that guides me...
be the keeper that holds my heart***

Love,
estHeR *
(14th May 07, a milestone unaccomplished.yet.)


Friday, July 21, 2006

of a great Thursday...

Hmmm… I miss updating in my Xanga account. Uploading pictures are so much easier here compared to Blogger.

 

Anyways, Thursday was a great day. =)  Lunch was great, because we all managed to catch up with the advertising & journalism people. It’s really too bad we’re in separate majors now. =(

 

 

An Apple a day

Keeps the doctor away

Having Apple everyday

Brightens up Esther’s day!

 

 

*I miss Apple!*

 

We all headed to Port Klang in 3 cars. Ironic thing is that Kelly’s car is the mini-est (it’s a Kelisa) but ended up having the most number of people in it.

 

 

It’s not surprising if pictures were taken, even if it’s just a car ride. I bet the same thing was happening in the other 2 cars too.

 

Kelly should be paying attention on the road though, not on the camera!

 

*-)

 

We took a lot of pictures. Quoted from Sarah, “I dread to even think about the amount of pictures we have to edit later.” =)  - -My camera was running low on battery, so most of the pics are in the other cameras.

 

 

 

 

 

Steph!! I love these pictures loads… I love my poser partner more. <3

 

 

My reflection, and Kelly’s big ass face.

 

(Hahaha. Sorry Kelly, you know how much I love teasing you.) *-)

 

There was this lil Starbucks booth there, with a barista by the name of Usamah. We were sitting there when Mary and I decided to play baristas as well and take poser pictures. So we went behind the counter and told him we wanted to take pictures. The poor guy smiled and I guess he thought we wanted to take with him, until I turned to him and shoo-ed, “Ok, now you gotta hide.” I wanted to laugh when I saw his face. Anyway he was a nice sport and even borrowed us his Starbucks apron and the extra one hanging around.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Oh yeah, I managed to get a NIV bible. It's small and a good bargain - just what I'm looking for. Sarah Tan and Eva, thanks for the offer for the bibles though. =)

 

The journey on the way home was a funny one, consisting of 2 speeding cars - a red Iswara full of cheeky boys, a bronze Kelisa of naughty girls, waves and laughters, Safira’s universal one-finger salute, my camera, and a whole load of funny memories to laugh about in future.

 

 

Girls, our highlight of the afternoon”. =)

 

Laundry was pretty packed at night, and to be honest I wasn’t really satisfied with our table at first. But then hey, come to think about it, it ended up being a good location, considering the things we talk about. *-)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Swee Ling went back after a lil while, but at least we managed to get a picture.

 

 

HAHA. Ok, I was kidding. Swee Ling wasn’t there. The picture is photoshopped, as you can see I did the edges pretty hastily. Well, Kelly and I were thinking about her, and next time you’re DEFINITELY coming along ok Swee Ling? =)

 

Karen, Saf &  I went home pretty early. “Good girls” wert… *-)  Hey Kel, glad you guys had fun with “numbers and free drinks”, and “the third time around works the charm!” (Or something like that! Hehe.)

 

Thanks for a great time, ladies! Next time we’ll help Sarah nail the cute waiter, Kelly with my friend, and Eva a boyfriend so we can ALL get free drinks! *-)


Sunday, September 25, 2005

This blog is now private. For my usual ramblings head on to here. Thank You. =)


Tuesday, June 28, 2005

A little is still a world of difference

I miss you a little...

I guess you could say...

...a little [too much]

...and a little [too often]

...and a little [more] each day...

 


Sunday, June 19, 2005

i have been checking out blogspot.com and find that i like the features and stuff there better...so yeah, transfered my blog entries there edi. here's my new blog address :

  http://www.estherxoxxo.blogspot.com

unfortunately i couldnt get the same "xoxox" thingy, but i didnt wanna stray to far from it, so it's now "xoxxo". =) not as nice, but oh well... anyway yeah, so that's about it. ^_^



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